I want one, and mine to keep
romantic mode set on :D

Send Me A Lover

i wasn't searching
to end this hurting
but out of nowhere you made me feel
i cried about it
i lied about it
and tried to doubt this could be real

you've touched me far too much
i'm letting go of all the pain
i'm into you in every way

chorus
send me a lover
someone to believe in
please send me someone that i can hold
baby now
send me a lover
a new beginning
someone to take away the cold
and give me back what i've been missing
all the love that lays and waits inside your heart

it still astounds me
the way you found me
it's almost too good to be true
from our first meeting
i had the feeling
the rest of my life i'd spend with you
i just can't turn my back on everything i've heard you say
i'm into you in every way

chorus
i thought that love was only a word i'd never feel
and all the passion i hold inside was simply just a dream
out of your heart you gave to me
i know it's real
and i've fallen
so in love with you

hehe..jangan tanya gue lagi kenapa, gue ndiri gak tau soale...gue cuma lagi ngerasain, kalo gue perlu satu orang yang bisa bener bener gue percaya, yang bisa gue mintain buat meluk gue kalo gue lagi brasa gemanaaaaah getooh.., cuma satu orang, gak usah banyak banyak, karena konon kalo banyak banyak nanti malah pusing, kekeke..., satu orang, yang benar benar cuma buat gue, buat nemenin gue seumur hidup gue, berbagi segalanya sama gue, dan menjadi bagian dari hidup dan kehidupan gue...(sigh...)

Buat yang kenal gue pasti nanya nanya, lagi kenapa loe? nelen karet ato apa sehh sampai 'mellow gumellow surellow' geneh...dan gue cuma bisa jawab, I really really dunno why..., tapi gue gak pernah merasa kesepian banget seperti yang gue rasain sekarang ini, atau lebih tepatnya sekarang ini waktu gue lagi nulis post ini, banyak yang mau banget gue ceritain, tapi gak bisa ke sembarang orang, orang itu harus ngerti siapa dan gimana gue, dan gue harus yakin kalau dia ngga bakalan ngetawain gue (yah..ketawa dikit juga gpp...:P) orang yang bisa dengan gamblangnya ngomong ke gue kalo dia merasa gue terlalu bermimpi, orang yang bisa membuat gue merasa tenang dan tenteram dalam pelukannya, orang yang selalu ada diwaktu gue perlu dia, dan gue gak punya orang seperti itu sekarang ini...(sighhhh....)
Gue perlu orang yang bisa dengan tenang menatap mata gue, dan meyakinkan gue kalau everything's gonna be alright, orang yang bisa membuat gue merasa menjadi gue, orang yang can make me trust myself when I'm with him, orang yang bisa membuat gue willing to spent my life with, having children and family with...(tsahhhh..itu dah terlalu jaohh...hehe...)
One way or another, I need someone...someone I can talk to, and I can talk with, someone I can trust to and trust with.., someone that I can hold, someone who can take away the cold.., someone that I can spend the rest of my life with..
Gak minta banyak banyak kog, gue cuma minta someone, just one, gue gak minta dikerubutin, just someone, sedih amat yah, cuma minta satuuuuuuu ajaaaah...kog susah amat..., apalagi kalo gue minta banyak kali..:-(
Gue belajar percaya sama orang, belajar untuk berbagi yang mana hal itu sebenarnya ngga gampang buat gue, but I'm willing to learn, tapi sampai sekarang masih gue blom dapetin orang yang bisa meyakinkan gue, kalau dia adalah someone..
hhhhhhh.....I want one and mine to keep...