kepala batu mode :on.

Wish I could be the one...

Semalam berpikir tentangmu, well..bukan hanya semalam, tapi sudah bermalam-malam dan berhari-hari, saya habiskan hanya untuk memikirkanmu. Dalam gelap, mencoba untuk meraba rasa, sekedar hanya untuk tahu, apakah rasa itu masih ada, dan rasanya ngga ada lagi, saya sedih, mengingat waktu-waktu yang lalu yang telah kita habiskan bersama, tapi ternyata tidak juga menuju kemana mana.

Goodbye is the saddest word for me.

"I Love You, Goodbye"

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye

Saya lepaskan semua angan yang ada. Angan untuk menghabiskan hidup saya bersamamu, menjadi tua berdua denganmu, menjadi bagian dari hidupmu.
hhhhhh....

I love you, never felt like this to anyone's else, and will never be...
goodbye.